In the past few months I've been planning my whole life for myself: what I'll do for A levels, where I'll go to Uni, what I'm doing after Uni..
I've been planning it all, after Uni Bella and I have decided we're moving to New York City after falling in love with it during our summer visits. I'm going to be a Journalist and Bella a writer and in our plan it will all just work out for us. But what if it doesn't? What if we plan so much and dedicate so much of our life to that one goal that if it doesn't work out we won't have any other options?
In a way, that's why I'm writing this blog now. I figure if I get tons of writing done from the ages 14-18 by the time I am 18 I will be an excellent writer and Bella too. And if we're excellent writers with experience what could go wrong right?
Boys. Boys can ruin it all for girls and girls can ruin it all for boys. They can make us not focus on work and do bad in our exams, they can convince us to go to the same Uni as them even if it's not right for you you'll think it's worth it to be with them, they can be really romantic and always tear you away from jobs and friends. So what if I do all this and I've got it all going for me and then a boy comes and ruins it?
Prioritizing, I have to learn how to balance friends, work and boys and be good at all of them. That's the struggle of a teenage life, we're all trying to get the perfect mix so almost always something goes wrong.
MILLY.D
