After an evening of an annoying sister for Bella 'sister' for Milly all our morals from the blog before went down the drain and some. We tried to be good role models and not smoke and be lovely and 'good girls' but it was not going to fucking happen. The stress that was put on us, the kind of stress you can feel in your stomache when you want to crack up and cry all at the same time, the kind of stress that makes you go "FUCK IT I NEED A BLEM!". And we did.
We tried to put her to bed so we could watch 'Blair Witch Project' and she started acting like a mini Bella and made a massive scene but couldn't hold it together and started laughing. So eventually we had to put her on the sofa, blind fold her and put an ipod full of HEALTH, klaxons, foals, and dizzee rascal, in her ears so she wouldn't disturb us. And being as stressed out as we were we literally ran to the garden so we could smoke.
some times you just think fuck it. I need a blem.
MILLY.D & BELLA.C
