Some call it forbidden fruit, I just call it always wanting what I can't have, a bad habit I aquired quite a while ago. As soon as I have that thing, what ever it is I don't want it anymore and then when I don't have it again I want it back. Maybe I've just gotten used to the cycle I've convinced myself I feel this way, my brain's playing tricks on me, hallucionating a feeling and I hope I can get rid of it or else I will trip.
MILLY.D
